I get the person I love more than life high as shit just to get her to tell me the real story about everything. I hope by doing this she falls for me in an odd way. Her and I dated and then she dumped me. She's back in my life now because she chose to come back. I'm scared having her back in my life. It's so scary letting someone that hurt you come back. I really loved her, damn. I don't know why I told you I just felt like I should tell you.
Sometimes it feels good to get it out. Make sure she knows how you feel and stay strong, my dear.